Thursday, February 10, 2011

taking me forever to accept this weakness

"i've lived in new york my whole life and a supreme gesture of affection for myself would be to leave it behind."
- jarrod gorbel

holy goat jarrod gorbel you complete me, i'm miserable without you!  i'm in love with your music and your voice... tomorrow cannot come quick enough.  it's already mid february and i have yet to be to a concert this year, for this i hang my head in shame but i am extremely excited that jarrod will be my first show of the year.

when i came to pick you up
the color of my eyes blazed
telling all the mistakes
once again i made
you knew instantly
so disappointed
fell without warning

taking me forever to accept this weakness
that i've been defeated
i need help, i need you
i have lost control i can't be trusted
if i won't stop for you, i won't stop for myself

give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better, i swear i'll do better
give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better

cause you, you're losing faith in me
frightening to think that
conscious that i had somehow slipped away
i couldn't feel a thing
devil's made a new friend
but we get closer every day

taking me forever to accept this weakness
that I've been defeated
i need help, i need you
cause i have lost control and can't be trusted
if i won't stop for you, i won't stop for myself

give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better, i swear i'll do better
give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better

and i want more than anything to prove
that i am the one, the one for you
and i want more than anything to prove
that i am the one, the one for you for you

give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better, i swear i'll do better
give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better, i swear...

taking me forever to accept this weakness
that I've been defeated
i need help, i need you
cause i have lost control and can't be trusted
if I won't stop for you, i won't stop for myself

give you all my love
but it's not enough
i'll do better, i'll do better, i swear i will
i'll do better, i swear i will
and i'll do better

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